booko

grabe tagal ko na pala walang post..inaagiw na 'tong bahay ko..medjo nakalimutan kong may blog ako dahil sa facebook..i'm addicted sa mga farming games nila..kakaloka..anyway, super dami nangyari the past week..for sure everybody know na Cory Aquino died na..i really watched ung telecast sa TFC..buti nalang off ako..kakasad kahit di kami close..
nagkaron din kami ng issues ni pat..uuwi sha ng pinas bukas..biglaan as in.i'm the last person to know.i felt really disregarded.i was at work last week when he called me.he told me na nilibre sha ng brother nya na uuwi ng pinas ng ticket.shempre pumayag sha agad and he just called me to tell me na may ticket na sha..what the heck, when i heard it di ako nakapagsalita.ang saakin naman is di ko naman sha pipigilan eh lalo na kung libre naman, sana tinanong nya muna ang opinion ko before sha pumayag.anu ba naman ung 1 minute to call me.nagdesisyon sha bigla. i was upset that time, since i'm at work i just told him na magusap kami after work..i was hurt too. i felt disregarded..pano kung ako ung gumawa nun?pano kung nagdesisyon ako ng hindi manlang sha tinatanong?he explained his side.naexcite lang daw sha.kahit anong explain nya that time sarado utak ko kasi masama loob ko.after few days naging okay na kami not until the other day..i requested a day off para magkasama sana kami before sha umalis.i asked him what time sha punta sa bahay sabi nya lunch but he didn't came, he told me dinner, di din sha dumating then he called me around 9 pm.i asked him asan sha, he told me na asa bahay daw.i asked him, na akala ko punta sha dito pero sabi nya na busy daw sha.i felt bad, really bad.sana di nalang sha nagpromise.sana nagwork nalang ako.binaba ko ung fone ng masama ang loob.i just cried.i know mababaw pero nasaktan ako. nakailang tawag sha pero di ko sinasagot. he send me an sms saying super sorry at di sha nakapunta. ang nireply ko lang is "K"..
he's leaving tomorrow..as much as possible ayoko sana na umalis sha ng masama loob ko. we decided to have a serious talk kanina..we talked about everything..he said sorry for being inconsiderate..i accepted his apology.im not sure if i'll see him bukas before sha umalis coz i have work. .feeling ko matagal ang 2 weeks. super bilin sha na magingat ako.pinaggrocery na din ako para may stock daw ako at di ko na kailangan umalis. first time namin magkakahiwalay ng miles apart..lagi kasi kaming sabay umuuwi ng pinas..

booko, i'll surely miss you..be sure na sasagutin mo lahat ng tawag ko.alam mo naman ang gelpren mo minsan praning mode..can't wait to see and be with you again..