tibia lublub

kung tutuusin almost five years na kami ni bf..in between that times may mga panahon na nagbreak kami..the longest time na wala kami was i think 3 months at recently lang un..we just got back together like few weeks ago..

i met him sa isang bday party.sinama ako ng friend kong si jules sa party nung co worker nya.i didn't even know the bday celebrant.tapos high school friend pala nya ung celebrant.typical filipino party, everyone seems to be close kahit hindi.introduce introduce ang drama.i didn't even pay attention to his name.kumbaga nothing special.mas naaalala ko ung isang friend nila kasi super funny.parang sha ung clown that night so sha ung tumatak sa utak ko.nauna silang umuwi that time kasi drunk na ung isang friend.he just said bye and i thought that was it.after few minutes lumapit ung bday celebrant sakin and told me na he wants to get my number.sabi ko ill think about it.*pakipot mode*.actually that time i wasn't looking for anything.kuntento ako sa work at friends ko and i thought baka naaliw lang sha then the next day makakalimutan na nya ako.days have passed.jules called me.kinukulit daw sha nung friend nya about my number kasi nangungulit daw si pat(bf's name) to get my number.pumayag na din ako.then after few hours nagring phone ko.number lang ang lumabas.at first i was hestitant to answer it.binayaan ko muna magring.i told myself kung important un magiiwan ng voicemail un panigurado..at nagiwan nga ng message..when i checked it 'lo and behold sha nga.he told me to call him back pag di me busy.eventhough di me busy di ako nagreturn call.the next day he called again.we talked for hours.may sense sha kausap.napapatawa nya ako.naging call and text mate kami for few months.di lumagpas ang isang araw na di kami naguusap.sabi ko pa nga i found a best guy friend in him.wala ng inhibitions.nasasabi ko na lahat sa kanya.after being friends for months he asked me out.una with chaperone/friends pa nmn.i admit, i had fun.tawa kami ng tawa.the next thing i know we've been dating na.pumupunta na kami sa beach together.minsan he drops me off or picks me up at work.nafefeel ko na may something na pero ayoko mag assume.then one time we went to this overlooking downtown spot.habang nakatingin kami sa lights ng downtown bigla na lang nya tinanong:

Pat: what are we?

me: *wtf?!naloka ako sa tanong..gusto ko tumalon sa cliff.* "friends right?!".

*awkward and silence moment na*

Pat: i want more than that..i want you to be my girl.i want you to be mine.

me:di ako nakapagsalita pero aaminin ko kinilig ako

pat: are you okay?

me: yeah, napaisip lang ako sa sinabi mo.

he just hugged me after that conversation..di na namin ulit napagusap ung topic na yan.we still talks everyday.ganun padin kami..like we used to do, we went out for a ride.joyride lang around town *mura pa gas nun* ..habang nasa stoplight kami, he looks into my eyes and said "i love you"..nanlamig ako.di ko alam kung maiihi o maiiyak ako.sumagot nalang ako ng i love you too..then the rest is sabi nga nila is history..

madami na kaming pinagdaanan.a lot of ups and downs pero we're happy na magkasama parin kami.we learned a lot from our mistakes.sana ngayon tuloy tuloy na.umalis kami kanina.he surprised me with a breafast date.i asked him anung meron.di pa naman namin anniversary.he told me na today was the first time na nagkakilala kami.t'was June 20, 2004.i was surprised na naalala nya un.he's bad with dates kasi.i hugged him tight and told him how touched i am and how much i appreciate him.sabi nya ung time na wala kami andami nya narealize, he realized ang importance ko and how much he loves me.kung anu man ang nangyari those months na wala kami di ako nagsisisi.that helped me realized a lot of things.minsan lang talaga u need to learn ur lesson sa hardest possible way.

mr. booko, thank you for being true to me.thank you for understanding me.thank you for being there for me all this years.super naapreciate ko lahat ng ginawa mo for me.more years to us.tibia lublub!!

trivia: tibia lublub is russian word meaning i love you very much